It’s Dreadful.

Phew! So the tornado I predicted turned out to be just a little wind. I’m glad one of the events I was worried about is over, but now I have to worry about the next event this weekend and get my house ready for it. I HATE CLEANING! Why do I detest it so much. I have friends that are neat freaks that clean everyday. I freak out when I have to clean…and i mean deep clean…once a month. I know I’m bad and you probably think I’m a pig. 😛

I just hate cleaning. If I had enough money, I’d hire a service, but money is an issue for me right now. So…

I have to do it. My sister is going to help me though, so I’m happy about that. Well, gotta go. Thanks for listening.



Well, I keep trying to write a post, but lately every time I do I get interrupted so I pitch it and go on to whatever interrupted me. I’m still in a very reactive world and I don’t think I’ll ever get out of it, but I’m functioning quite well. I’m not manic, but I’m not suicidal. I guess I’m at the meloncholy stage where you know you have to clean your house, but you could give two shits about it at the moment. Basically though, I would call that my “normal” stage. I HATE cleaning. If I clean, I’m usually manic or hypomanic or cause myself to be that way. Anyone else feel that way about cleaning?

I got a ColorNook for Christmas and I LOVE IT!!! All I do is read or play texas hold’em on the computer…(I’m addicted to it). I need to stop, but I can’t get enough!

Last week another close relative passed away…#3 since October. However, I didn’t go to the funeral this time because of the weather and I think food poisoning but could be the flu, so it hasn’t really kicked in yet. I knew she was sick, so I was prepared for it. I guess I feel numb about it. When I was told about the funeral, I did ball my eyes out for a while which helped. I’m really going to miss her, my aunt.

Well, I’m at work, but we’re slow. 😦 So, I’m writing now, hoping not to be interrupted until I finish this. I hope everyone is doing well.

Chat with ya later!