Wallow

I want to wallow in my misery.

I hate the fact that life has taken a change for the worse. I’m afraid it might just get so much worse before it is all said and done. With my husband’s job search, we might have to relocate, but how can I?

I run my parent’s company. My husband thinks my job isn’t important. My company is replaceable, not me, but my family will just have to deal without me or fold the company.

I told him I’d relocate before he lost his job, but now I don’t want to unless the job offer is perfect for him. I don’t think that will happen. I can see this tearing our marriage apart and all I can do is feel this hatred for the assholes that let him go just before the holidays.

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